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The world is so chaotic and unforgiving that the idea of a digital escape has always seemed to alluring to me.
Ever since I was young I had hoped that the digital world would really be something worth becoming a part of and would push us to newer heights.
For some reason I cant help but believe that the internet has left me behind... or maybe I was never really a part of it to begin with?
Idealizing the unknown world makes for potential, and dreaming for unassuming creators. However the dream has collapsed as we put price tags and deception over the desire to create.
The internet felt like a place I could build an ideal world, maybe even a future, with unlimited possibility and like-minded people who I could find community.
Somehow the communities I find are just smaller, crueler and so much more quite that maybe I should have just stayed on my own.
Idealism is destroyed by reality and no one wants to hear realists and no one takes an idealist seriously, so why did I need to get stuck between them?
Not even a place like this will be spared from the screaming silence but what better a place to scream I guess.
I hope a new horizon approaches soon, and for once it is a good one with a sense of belonging.
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